Narrative
Our search for a wide image has a narrative structure-- we are in a process of identity formation, both within ourselves and as a collective.
The paragraph about Giddens makes perfect sense. We tend to describe ourselves using the same stories every time, which creates a single-lane, one way road with no side streets. That is, we are stereotyping ourselves as much as we do other people.
My name is Allender, I am a fourth year architecture major from West Virginia, I am minoring in English because I like to write. I am the Vice President of Membership for the American Institute of Architecture Students here at Clemson, as well as a member of the Gamma Phi Beta Sorority, and various honors organizations. I lived in Italy for a semester last year studying architecture, and I hope to attend graduate school next fall for Architecture.
or...
My name is Allender, I grew up in rural West Virginia. I once rebuilt a Volkswagen Beetle and nearly cut my thumb off with a table saw this summer. Working on a house renovation with my dad, I have built nearly an entire house. I have knowledge not only of construction but also in plumbing and electrical circuits. This summer I worked as a shuttle van driver for a golf course and also as a cashier at a gas station. I spend a lot of time outdoors and I can't imagine myself settling down anywhere but in the mountains.
It makes a difference. Both statements are 100% true, yet I can alter them to make myself seem to be a different person. In one, I am a focused, determined, and hopefully well-rounded student. In the other, I am the quintessential mountain girl. I know I could create at least 3 more personal identities about myself. The main thing is, according to Giddens, that the "sense of self-identity is... held to weather major tensions or transitions in the social environments within which the person moves." (72)
I like how Ulmer equates this journey to the progression of a play, movie, or even book-- this whole thing is a process that we can't rush. We wouldn't want Harry Potter to defeat Voldemort right in front of the Mirror of Erised?
Home(Page)Sick
We are within a circular journey-- quite like Odysseus (Ulysses), to name one-- a long, circular journey centered around one thing- the self- and it begins at home. (Freud: Tell me about your mother; Michael Jackson/Lindsay Lohan: I have daddy issues; the story of the prodigal son) This is all rooted in our culture/popcycle/whatever you will call it.
However, as the main part of this circular journey, we will alienate ourselves. It is within the struggle of life to have moments where we are thoroughly lost. The Romantics showed this well: the modern struggle is that of "fragmentation, dissociation, estrangement, or alienation." (75)
Think Heathcliff. Okay, so we're not all that miserable, but we all have times where we fall away from the feeling of home.
We all enter a state of homesickness, which is one of the many driving senses of pathos in our lives.
This Romantic (in the sense of Romanticism) sense of pathos in our popcycle has turned us away from showing emotion-- the suffering that comes out of literate emotion is too severe. The electrate form of emotion is something more natural, more balanced. The problem is that we have not brought human emotions into our form of education. I would honestly feel maybe just a little uncomfortable if Miss Havisham came into this classroom wearing her 20 year old wedding gown, but teaching emotion as part of inspiration or a piece of the human experience is quite worthy. Electrate emotion is not the Miss Havisham type of emotion-- it is the emotion that creates a link between the present and our past-- the mundane included.
Mood and atmosphere are part of our normal experience. Right now I am in the library. It is quiet but not silent, and bustling as I am on the main floor. People are focusing on work-- or maybe on Facebook. My mood is a strange simultaneous sense of urgency to finish this homework so I can eat lunch before my class in an hour and a half, but also the knowledge that I won't finish this assignment before I need to go eat so there is a sort of lazy "just shut the computer and get a sandwich" driving force right now. In five minutes, I will most likely be in a different atmosphere with a similar mood. This is not interesting to anyone, because we all experience this same sort of emotion and atmosphere, but it is an inherent and largely unrecorded part (at least until we used Facebook statuses) of the human experience.
Mystory
The mystory allows us "to locate [our] position in the popcycle of [our] epoch." That is, it allows us to discover the pieces of our culture and place that affect us.
Frederic Jameson on Allegory-- Historical writings, like the Bible, have a twofold effect: First, a retelling of events both in the sense of collective and individual, and second, an allegorical reading that affects the psychology of the reader. The allegory affects this psychology in a way that it affects the morals of the reader or actually affects the emotions or actions of the reader.
Allegory Popcycle
Literal/School/Historical FACT/Community History
Allegory/Entertainment/imitation through media/cultural mythology
Moral/Family/Biography/habits and customs/upbringing
Anagogy/Career/THE WORLD VIEW EMBODIED WITHIN SPECIALIZED KNOWLEDGE within a career field
We should be able to use "proportional analogies" to find the position in our mystory that is allegorical, or can be described by an allegory within, the popcycle in which we have been living in.
(James Joyce)
Each discourse of the mystory is "organized around the discovery, definition, and (sometimes) solution of exemplary problems." (83) We have to find these identifications in our popcycle to find our wide image.
(Frederick Douglass)
Both ox stories provide a learning experience. Life gives us challenges that only we can attempt; we will not always have guidance. Douglass nearly died learning how to overcome the oxen, and the boy in the Zen story labored hard. The boy in the story reached some sort of self-actualization, and Douglass became one of the most famous abolitionists in his time. This comes to show that the small, seemingly mundane story can be used as a parable for simple learning experiences and appreciation for hard work.
Family Discourse
We enter into an ongoing narrative within our own families, as a character in the story of those who bring us up. Our parents are the ones that instill the cultural and social expectations within our popcycle. According to Ulmer, some of our strongest memories from childhood are those moments where we recognize we have to alter our personalities to fit in within our popcycle.\
We are less interested in drama or idea, and more interested in mood and atmosphere, which can be seen in the Douglass/Zen parable. They describe a feeling or a mundane event that create a mood or atmosphere that means something else.
At the same time, we have narratives or anecdotes that create the scene of a bold memory of our lives. Like Jerry Garcia's parrot story, our lives are filled with these small, seemingly insignificant stories that end up being pieces of our overarching life story.